Yesterday I turned a whole 23 years young...... which means I should have a great story to tell, right? Nah, I don't. Actually I was by myself the ENTIRE day. Yea! In all my years of existence I've never spent my birthday alone; but that's exactly what happened.... and today, I'm sort of pissed about it.
I didn't want to be mad yesterday cause you know it was my day and I didn't want to have a pity party. Lewis had to go back out to work so he couldn't be here with me. He tried to do the sweetest thing for me even though he couldn't be here; he asked my friends from back in East TX to surprise me and visit for the weekend...... But do you think they came thru for him and more IMPORTANTLY me? Nope. One friend claimed she didn't have the funds and the other didn't want to travel by herself. I would be slightly okay with it if it was a spur of the moment type situation, but Lewis said that they were told about the plans over a month ago! And plus this isn't the first time that they were sposed to come save me from myself and didn't follow through!! My friends are awesome.
He felt so bad that I had to spend my birthday solo; told me I needed to recruit some new friends lol. Seriously though, I do need some local companions.... ones that won't let me down. ::SIGH. Vent over::
Just to touch on what I've been up to these days... I've been feverishly trying to keep myself busy with little projects. The problem is, they only take up a little bit of my time during the day and I am just left with the t.v watch afterwards. I NEED MORE TO DO! I should go volunteer or something. I really need a damn job though, but I'll just patiently wait..... impatiently.... for that to happen.
My mom is coming to visit me this month!!! She will be spending some QT with her Bee ::that's me btw:: and we are going.... gown shopping!!!! I'm very excited about that.... I get to feel like a princess for a day :) Lewis' mother is also coming to town that week too, to meet my mom..... yep, this is going to be an interesting time lol. They should hit it off fine though.... I hope.
Today? I'll be doing my daily dose of nothingness..... as usual.
Have a great Saturday!