My birthday and a bit of a recap

Yesterday I turned a whole 23 years young...... which means I should have a great story to tell, right? Nah, I don't. Actually I was by myself the ENTIRE day. Yea! In all my years of existence I've never spent my birthday alone; but that's exactly what happened.... and today, I'm sort of pissed about it.

I didn't want to be mad yesterday cause you know it was my day and I didn't want to have a pity party. Lewis had to go back out to work so he couldn't be here with me. He tried to do the sweetest thing for me even though he couldn't be here; he asked my friends from back in East TX to surprise me and visit for the weekend...... But do you think they came thru for him and more IMPORTANTLY me? Nope. One friend claimed she didn't have the funds and the other didn't want to travel by herself. I would be slightly okay with it if it was a spur of the moment type situation, but Lewis said that they were told about the plans over a month ago! And plus this isn't the first time that they were sposed to come save me from myself and didn't follow through!! My friends are awesome.

He felt so bad that I had to spend my birthday solo; told me I needed to recruit some new friends lol. Seriously though, I do need some local companions.... ones that won't let me down. ::SIGH. Vent over::


Just to touch on what I've been up to these days... I've been feverishly trying to keep myself busy with little projects. The problem is, they only take up a little bit of my time during the day and I am just left with the t.v watch afterwards. I NEED MORE TO DO! I should go volunteer or something. I really need a damn job though, but I'll just patiently wait..... impatiently.... for that to happen.

My mom is coming to visit me this month!!! She will be spending some QT with her Bee ::that's me btw:: and we are going.... gown shopping!!!! I'm very excited about that.... I get to feel like a princess for a day :) Lewis' mother is also coming to town that week too, to meet my mom..... yep, this is going to be an interesting time lol. They should hit it off fine though.... I hope.

Today? I'll be doing my daily dose of nothingness..... as usual.

Have a great Saturday!

Bye Spring break. Why does it have to end????

I had a HORRIBLE sleep last nite!! I watched friggin' "Revenge of the Leprechaun" on SyFy and visions of that gremlin-like creature standing next to my bed kept popping up in my head throughout the nite :( ::I suffer from over-reactive imagination syndrome, especially during sleep hours.......Okay, so it's not a real diagnosis but I bet you can't tell my brain that when it's conjuring up all of these off the wall dreams while I sleep!!:: That plus I have this annoying stuffy nose and dry itchy throat goin on..... sleeping last night was out of the question! 

Oh, how I stray from topics so easily.......... Lol.

The title is basically what I've been saying to myself allll weekend about spring break. My spring break is OFFICIALLY OFFICIALLY over today. School starts back bright and early for me at 06:30......yay. I am excited that I am a Level II student though.... I get to draw blood and start I.V's in this class.... definitely looking forward to that! I do wish I could have another day or three off though. That too much to ask?

I forgot to tell you guys how my spring break went! Well if you are thinking I did some pretty interesting stuff..... you are sooo not right! I went to visit my fiance while he was on the job; almost not the best idea. He was so worried that something would happen to me while I was there ::he works VERY VERY close to the border of Mexico, like I could literally drive down the road, park my car and walk across the border and be in another country. How cool is that??:: that it was like he didn't want me to do anything but stay in the hotel while he was at work......but he was at work ALL DAY. I mean I know he was just tryna make sure nothing happened cause he couldn't be with me but, gol-lee! I did get to sneak to the casino that had out there called Lucky Eagle. Ya girl hit over $300 in less than an hour!! I was sooooo excited cause I had never won that kind of money gambling, that I left right after that! Ha! Not about to lose my money trying to play it back!! See, I was smart/cheap :)

That was really the highlight of my spring break.... I came home after a few days of being there and haven't gotten into anything else since. Didn't go to any St. Patti's day parties either..... apparently they had all the festivities [like the parade and stuff] that morning and I knew nothing about them until later!! Sucks. Oh well.... 

Church time! Hope everybody has a blessed day!! Enjoy the people that love you :)